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Thursday, December 2, 2010,5:16 AM

My blog is dead!!
hehe very very long nv post le..
haiz..
okay

today was quite stupid lol..
thought would need 1 hour to meet hong guo and adam but int he end we only meet for 10 mins..
sian..
than went EL..
olivia ask me to join them(hui ying and peixuan)....
okay so i went..
but in the end i think like after the whole meeting... i felt like what have i been doing when i was in module 1 or even in 7 weeks??? what??
cos where is like my basic foundation?? where?
i think i gotta to to back and read module 1 notes.!!!!
at that moment i was like feeling , what is happening to me?
even a young christian like her can say the answers or even like know..
what about me??
ok but i was like reminded of what hui ying was sharing ...
and i ask myself is that me? is my relationship with God like this??
haiz..
gotta think think think..
wanna have some time alone with the lord..
yup so after that yi yi cut my fringe for me..
but i think in the end it was quite okay although it is back to bangs again..
hehe:) thks anyway..
was super funny when she was cutting my hair..
yup than went for lunch..
than went for CCIS mine pratice..
it was quite fun..
ok ...i needa to be serious man.
stop laughing...
okay that's all for today..
post another time:)

Thursday, October 14, 2010,1:34 AM

ok blog is dead..
N-levels is over!!!hoorray!!!hehe..
here i am still going to school for bridging for sec 5...haiz..it' so boring..
what is this?? nvm at least better than staying at home and do nothing ...that's a waste of time...
yup so go school and rot...
today went to school.
first period social studies..slept for the whole period and it was for one and a half hour!!
yup than was POA.. mr quek taught new things..was okay.
than he release us early for recess..
went recess with le zhu, alynn, liz and jia min..
ate malay food with le zhu..
than went back class ...it was e-maths period..
it was a super funny period..
ms sharifah told us somethings..
and we watch a movie...super nicce but haven watch finish. "The blind side"
yup than was physics...did nothing.... slack the whole time..
than end of school..
went back home..
and here i am at home watching tv..
gonna do things later and not waste time..
that's all for today!!

tomorrow going to school again..
AND TOMORROW IS GRADUATION CEREMONY!!
ok ...it's the last day of school for the express and 5NA..
yup..
going out tomorrow!!yeah!!!
yup post tomorrow!!!

Monday, September 20, 2010,4:56 AM

since i got an i-phone , everyday and every minute is on the i-phone...eiither playing games or on facebook...
today had lessons and was super bored..
than next had a-maths remedial ...
next i , lz, jm , kh , accalia, liz , alynn, wiliam and bobby went to east coast park...
went tawandang for interview than slack awhile..
liz, alynn and accalia than left..
the rest went lagoon to eat dinner...
had fun eating..
than went home after that..
that's all for today..
was asking myself whether i shuld start studying...
i know that i already plan to study but there's no discipline to study..
haiz...i think i need to start studying!!!

i just don't get it why every friday and saturday the whole same thing will happen over and over again...was super pissed off yesterday..
how i wish all this don't happen..

Thursday, September 9, 2010,6:03 AM

why?why?why?
why does it affect me so much?
i don't know why...
how i wish i did not open up to you ... how i wish i did not know you..
how i wish i did not .... you....haiz..
after what you said, i told myself that i'm not gonna care about you anymore ....
even up to a point that u don't even exist in my life...
all u care now is your relationship....it's fine with me..
since whatever u have said...
i don't freaking care la....
how i wish all this did not happen..
why am i like so affected by what you said ....and like is making me cry because of you??
why??
just gonna pretend that you nv ever had came into my life...
and up to a point that you don't even exist in this world!!
haiz..
i'm going to live my life the way that i used to live ...
that's all
how u want to live ur life is not my problem..
how u treasure ur relatioship is not my problem too..
bye!!i'm not gonna cry again because of you...

Tuesday, September 7, 2010,3:48 AM

ok long time no post...cos was having exams...
yesterday had n-level chinese paper 1 and 2.
paper 1 was okay but paper 2 is just shit.
ok today is a more shit..
haiz.had listening comprehension...was so stupid la..
ask us to come like at 8am than let us listen to music for like half an hour than start at 830am..stupid..the questions were tricky..haiz..
than had like 4 hour plus break..went mac with the rest ..study there..ate there...
ok than i twas time to go back school.
wen back school waited outside the hall..
was so scared.
was praying that whatever i study will come out..
haiz..
but in the end it didn't...
i wanted to cry...but i told myself before that i will not ever cry again because of social studies since mid-year was the last time i cried ecause of socail studies..
although i was feeling lousy but what can i do.
just did whatever i knew...
than slept for like half an hour during the paper...
nvm it's over...
i just want to talk to someone...
but that some one is not in singapore now...haiz..
waiting for her to return from china...soon:)
ok that's all tomorrow is english paper le...
that's all

Saturday, August 7, 2010,6:29 AM

ok people....
many things have been happening...
today just went out despite of something.
at first was confused and don't know whether want to go anot..
but just went for foundation...wasn't in the correct mood and wasn't so called paying attention
than went for yf..today was going for outreach....
than on the train talk to yi yi after that felt better after telling her about it..
ya thks:)
outreach was super interesting
ok was ok..
than went for dinner...
went home with yi yi..
that's all for today...

ok this will be my last post till my exams are over..
so gonna fast from computer cos it's a really big distraction for me..
and that also if i use i would not study!!!
so not gonna use..

Sunday, August 1, 2010,6:22 AM

okay...
yesterday slept late again at 3am i think..
than today woke up at around 10 am plus...
went bath..
than pack bag...slack awhile..
than went off walking to aljunied mac to meet wan ting...
ate lunch and talk alot ...hehe..
ok than after that folow her go make specs..
than went walking together to GCMC...
met yi yi to pray...
than went for service le..
today's sermon was really good..
it was a really loud call from God ..
than went for family time..
than went of first cos got to go for piano..
had piano...tha finish le..called mum..she say she still at home..so ask me to wait at bus stop..
so study at bus stop till they come..
went to eat dinner.
than went home le..here i am at home..

okay i think i should ban myself from using the computer this week and until after prelims too...should i?
maybe.... ok la i should.. so not gonna post until my prelims are over..i think...
bye computer...