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2010-12-02T05:16:00.000-08:00

My blog is dead!!
hehe very very long nv post le..
haiz..
okay

today was quite stupid lol..
thought would need 1 hour to meet hong guo and adam but int he end we only meet for 10 mins..
sian..
than went EL..
olivia ask me to join them(hui ying and peixuan)....
okay so i went..
but in the end i think like after the whole meeting... i felt like what have i been doing when i was in module 1 or even in 7 weeks??? what??
cos where is like my basic foundation?? where?
i think i gotta to to back and read module 1 notes.!!!!
at that moment i was like feeling , what is happening to me?
even a young christian like her can say the answers or even like know..
what about me??
ok but i was like reminded of what hui ying was sharing ...
and i ask myself is that me? is my relationship with God like this??
haiz..
gotta think think think..
wanna have some time alone with the lord..
yup so after that yi yi cut my fringe for me..
but i think in the end it was quite okay although it is back to bangs again..
hehe:) thks anyway..
was super funny when she was cutting my hair..
yup than went for lunch..
than went for CCIS mine pratice..
it was quite fun..
ok ...i needa to be serious man.
stop laughing...
okay that's all for today..
post another time:)

2010-10-14T01:34:00.000-07:00

ok blog is dead..
N-levels is over!!!hoorray!!!hehe..
here i am still going to school for bridging for sec 5...haiz..it' so boring..
what is this?? nvm at least better than staying at home and do nothing ...that's a waste of time...
yup so go school and rot...
today went to school.
first period social studies..slept for the whole period and it was for one and a half hour!!
yup than was POA.. mr quek taught new things..was okay.
than he release us early for recess..
went recess with le zhu, alynn, liz and jia min..
ate malay food with le zhu..
than went back class ...it was e-maths period..
it was a super funny period..
ms sharifah told us somethings..
and we watch a movie...super nicce but haven watch finish. "The blind side"
yup than was physics...did nothing.... slack the whole time..
than end of school..
went back home..
and here i am at home watching tv..
gonna do things later and not waste time..
that's all for today!!

tomorrow going to school again..
AND TOMORROW IS GRADUATION CEREMONY!!
ok ...it's the last day of school for the express and 5NA..
yup..
going out tomorrow!!yeah!!!
yup post tomorrow!!!

2010-09-20T04:56:00.000-07:00

since i got an i-phone , everyday and every minute is on the i-phone...eiither playing games or on facebook...
today had lessons and was super bored..
than next had a-maths remedial ...
next i , lz, jm , kh , accalia, liz , alynn, wiliam and bobby went to east coast park...
went tawandang for interview than slack awhile..
liz, alynn and accalia than left..
the rest went lagoon to eat dinner...
had fun eating..
than went home after that..
that's all for today..
was asking myself whether i shuld start studying...
i know that i already plan to study but there's no discipline to study..
haiz...i think i need to start studying!!!

i just don't get it why every friday and saturday the whole same thing will happen over and over again...was super pissed off yesterday..
how i wish all this don't happen..

2010-09-09T06:03:00.000-07:00

why?why?why?
why does it affect me so much?
i don't know why...
how i wish i did not open up to you ... how i wish i did not know you..
how i wish i did not .... you....haiz..
after what you said, i told myself that i'm not gonna care about you anymore ....
even up to a point that u don't even exist in my life...
all u care now is your relationship....it's fine with me..
since whatever u have said...
i don't freaking care la....
how i wish all this did not happen..
why am i like so affected by what you said ....and like is making me cry because of you??
why??
just gonna pretend that you nv ever had came into my life...
and up to a point that you don't even exist in this world!!
haiz..
i'm going to live my life the way that i used to live ...
that's all
how u want to live ur life is not my problem..
how u treasure ur relatioship is not my problem too..
bye!!i'm not gonna cry again because of you...

2010-09-07T03:48:00.000-07:00

ok long time no post...cos was having exams...
yesterday had n-level chinese paper 1 and 2.
paper 1 was okay but paper 2 is just shit.
ok today is a more shit..
haiz.had listening comprehension...was so stupid la..
ask us to come like at 8am than let us listen to music for like half an hour than start at 830am..stupid..the questions were tricky..haiz..
than had like 4 hour plus break..went mac with the rest ..study there..ate there...
ok than i twas time to go back school.
wen back school waited outside the hall..
was so scared.
was praying that whatever i study will come out..
haiz..
but in the end it didn't...
i wanted to cry...but i told myself before that i will not ever cry again because of social studies since mid-year was the last time i cried ecause of socail studies..
although i was feeling lousy but what can i do.
just did whatever i knew...
than slept for like half an hour during the paper...
nvm it's over...
i just want to talk to someone...
but that some one is not in singapore now...haiz..
waiting for her to return from china...soon:)
ok that's all tomorrow is english paper le...
that's all

2010-08-07T06:29:00.000-07:00

ok people....
many things have been happening...
today just went out despite of something.
at first was confused and don't know whether want to go anot..
but just went for foundation...wasn't in the correct mood and wasn't so called paying attention
than went for yf..today was going for outreach....
than on the train talk to yi yi after that felt better after telling her about it..
ya thks:)
outreach was super interesting
ok was ok..
than went for dinner...
went home with yi yi..
that's all for today...

ok this will be my last post till my exams are over..
so gonna fast from computer cos it's a really big distraction for me..
and that also if i use i would not study!!!
so not gonna use..

2010-08-01T06:22:00.000-07:00

okay...
yesterday slept late again at 3am i think..
than today woke up at around 10 am plus...
went bath..
than pack bag...slack awhile..
than went off walking to aljunied mac to meet wan ting...
ate lunch and talk alot ...hehe..
ok than after that folow her go make specs..
than went walking together to GCMC...
met yi yi to pray...
than went for service le..
today's sermon was really good..
it was a really loud call from God ..
than went for family time..
than went of first cos got to go for piano..
had piano...tha finish le..called mum..she say she still at home..so ask me to wait at bus stop..
so study at bus stop till they come..
went to eat dinner.
than went home le..here i am at home..

okay i think i should ban myself from using the computer this week and until after prelims too...should i?
maybe.... ok la i should.. so not gonna post until my prelims are over..i think...
bye computer...

2010-07-30T08:26:00.000-07:00

okay...
This week was a good and bad week...sian.
things happened..i just hope that it would not happen again..if not...
Thursday...
went to school..
had n-level chinese oral after school..
at first was super scared..
but because aaron and i like wait outside the reporting area..
than we saw the two examiners..hehe..
than we like on the light for them , show them where the classroom , than on the aircon for them...and blah blah...
hehe ..than went report.
than oral start le...
aaron went first..so than he went in le..
than i went to read the passage...and it was super easy..
he came out like 3 mins later and like tell me it's easy...
hehe..than i read , than went in le..
really..okay when i went in. the oral examiners smile...hehe
okay than read le ..than go into conversation...
than ask me like have i own a pet before..actually wanted to say hamester...but don't know how to say it in chinese..than in the end say dog..haha..
okay than like very fast jiu finish le..it was super easy..
after oral went Gym with keng hong, william, bobby , li chong and jia min..
stayed there for about 2 hours..
than after that they wanted to eat...and we went to eat KFC...of all places Kfc..haiz..
ok than i saw a pervet that drinks chilli...hehe..
okay than went home le...
was super tired...
read bible than fell asleep le..

today..
went school as normal..
was almost late for school..
after school went home straight..
bathed..
slack...than went out about 3 plus ..took mrt to tampines to find diyanah, natasha, yan xin, saufi..cos going to make class tee..
ok waited like till 4 plus..
than went to tampines mall that shop..
and the service sux...than in the end everbody bu shuang than CB than walk off ..
than was waiting for the other suppliers to call...
so went to eat first..
than after that..
saufi know that Geylang there got ..
so we went there by bus 67..
than was super funny in the bus...
than went there ...find the shop ..the place veri scary..i will nv go there unless need to ...
found the shop..was discussing the thing with the owner..
and suddenly, something pass through my legs...and it was a CAT!!!!
i screamed...i was super scared!!!
than almost cried...stupid sia..
than discuss finish le..
went together to nearest coffee shop sit down and drink and eat...
so funny la...
had a good time with them..
than reached home about 8 plus like that
now i'm studying...
that's all for today...

i super scared that i got not enough time to study finish..
that's why somethings which are like outreach, quiet time, pray..
sometimes just neglected it..i found myself that this week i've not been having my quiet time..
and it's because no time..
haiz..
how? tomorrow should i go...
i don't know..
needa decide!!!

2010-07-26T08:05:00.000-07:00

ok today weather was good.cold ..hehe in the morning..
wore jacket to school..
first period..e-maths...go through paper...
chemistry...had test ...like all the theory question i don't know how to do lol..
than english...stupid lesson....crazy teacher..
~recess~
physics..got through tys...
a-maths ..go through a-maths revision paper 4 on coordinate geometry..
~ end of school ~
had a-maths remedial till like 3.30pm..
than went to bandstore ...
today one of the SIBF judge came to like teach them..
it was a enjoyable time ...
hehe...had fun playing the timpani too..
than took a photo with the whole band..
went up ..they played concento and i recorded it..
hehe..
ok than i went home first...
reaching home bathed..dinner..watch tv..
doing my a-maths formula card..
than now going to do my other stuff le..
that's all for today
it is always you who spoil my day !!!CB la...
why can't u just do the things u are supposed to do!!
freak off man...

ok going soon to be 16 more days to prelims!!!
ok gotta study!!!mugging very hard for prelims and n-levels!!!
this thursday is my chinese oral exam!!!haiz...chinese..cmi..

2010-07-25T06:59:00.000-07:00

okay...
saturday...
went ACSJ in the morning...was okay...got to play other instruments...
took train to eh for foundation...
Foundation was good...although i did not do my foundation homework...haiz..
than yf...worship than had manna time..
the topic was on friendship....something caught me was that when he said ' true friends hurt us, but they don't harm us!' ya it was a interesting topic..
To establish real and godly relationship with people...
there must be this intimacy, support and also close promixity...ya that true friends stay by u when u are in diffcult times and they do not harm u ...true friends supports u even the thiings u do may look stupid or crazy..
ya..so there are some true friends that i have...that there is this support and intimacy where i can share my problems , share my secrets to..hehe:)
some friends are just friends who i know but there isn't this support or even this intimacy..
ya ..after yf, had water bomb ..but did not play..
than went dinner with them but drank milo only cos actually going out for dinner..
but in the end , did not go out with my aunty cos my uncle not free...
had family dinner...
went home..
very tired!!! woke up so early..
i slept like at 11 plus bah..

today !!sunday..
woke up at like 11.30pm..
ate breakfast, watch tv till 1 plus..
than went to bath..and than walk to GCMC...
meet with jia hui and yi fen to talk about yesterday's manna time..
but never share cos like people keep joining in and than in the prayed only..
okay than had service...today's sermon was totally confusing!!!
i was lost!!
okay...than had EOGM...what he was speaking, i felt that it is really real..and like i do identify too..that God was not only talking to him but to me too...
that this august will be one that is full of pray...
okay ended like at 6.15pm...
quickly walk to bus stop..
waited for bus like 15mins..
was late for piano reach there like 7pm...
than finish 7.30pm..parents came fetching me..
than went dinner with my aunty who came back from hong kong, and another aunty and my uncle ....
went home after that..
here i am at home...
trying to finish my homework..
okay...

i need this displine to study right now!!!
prelims are like in 18 more days...and still got some subject haven start revising!!!
need to plan out my revision plan...and act it out!!!
okay that's all for today ..

2010-07-22T06:26:00.000-07:00

was late for school today but was not marked late..hehe
first period pe...stayed in class to do some discussion and to create our own game...
we were put in out group and my group came up with a game..hehe quite fun bah
ok than was e-maths..do ten years series..
than english.....before that went toliet wiht lz and jm...
than came back teacher CB us..wat de...sia ...teacher allow three people go toliet together also got wrong mei....not like u right...than like quarrel abit here and there..
than recess..
history lesson..had test but did not study..but thank God that it was changed to source-based:)
chinese lesson...do oral..and that stupidduck like be the examiner..i lke keep laughing lol
than social studies...slept the whole period..
end of school
waited for like1 hour for teacher to come...she was late for remedial
than had remedial till like 4.30pm..and than went band slack..
went home..
tomorrow is SIBF le...hope the band sound will come out and they will get a good medal:)
that''s all for today

2010-07-21T09:37:00.000-07:00

today woke up not sleepy because yesterday i slept very early...
went to school...
a-maths...2hours..ok something was really irritating ...
it was really something that i nv seen before and it really make me i think it's really bad to do that...haiz..what to do..how i wish it did not happen...no matter how u hate someone and she is like a older person than you , u still have to give the basic respect lol ..not as if that person owe you a living like that...
ok had fire drill..stupid sia...
everyone knew it was like fake so every one was like strolling down i think..
than reach the field ...it was wet...sian..
what a nice day to do fire drill where it is racial harmony day.and some people are wearing ethnic costumes..
what a nice day...ok was like stuck at the field about 10 mins...
where everybody was just all whining...
teachers just kept talking and talking..
than finally can go back class...resume a-maths ...
physics..did ten- years series ..was like finding my book and i remembered i lent i it to someone no wonder i could not find it at home either..
~ recess ~
POA lesson..did pratice for cash book..finish homework too...
e-maths ...tne years series..
than went for assembly..
boring ...was like teaching social studies
than had a YOG presentation through a video..
and it had that song that the Singapore team uses..
haiz..and it is like stuck in my head again...
i tried all ways already to get rid of it le last time..
and it comes back again..haiz..
okay..
than went change pe with lz..
met alynn, liz, jm ,kh go bedok reservoir...
for inter-house dragonboat...
was super fun and i all wet..sian
did not bring extra clothes or slippers cos it was like a last minute thing lol
than took a bus back to school ..
went band for awhile...
it is their last practice before their competition on Friday...
was okay i think the sound..
than went eat with qh at petal KFC..
thank God for the opportunity had with her to talk about Christianity...
hehe...yeah talk till like 8.30pm..wnt home..
i reached home about 9.30pm...
bath..went to do homework le..
just finish my history homework..
and tomorrow i got a history test which i haven study!!!
it's like going to be 1am soon...
gtg.still got a few things i got to do...

2010-07-19T07:17:00.000-07:00

okay...

On Saturday, the whole youth fellowship went to botanic gardens..

when we reached there, everyone was alone and was supposed to find their own starting point..

i did not see the starting point as the circle was so small and in the thought the only circle i see on the paper was my starting point which was actually the ending point..hehe..

okay then did some tasks and than gathered as a QCP to discuss some verses..

the main topic was on pray..

it was a great time there and was one that i know it was important for myself..

okay than ate here and there..

than walk out of the garden to orchard...and it was super dark!!!haiz..

than went plaza sing...eat dinner went home..

on Sunday, went service...

went piano..haiz...

than went home..

and it totally spoil my whole day..

at home parents were quarreling over somethings that always happen..

but who cares it's already the end of the day..just went into my room , close the door and do my own things..

today...

went school ..during assembly something funny happen..the mike don't know why suddenly make bird sound or those very sharp high tune pitch..hehe

than one good news!!! tomorrow end school early because of Chinese listening comprehension..hehe yeah!!!

there goes the lesson...

quite okay i think..

e-maths do ten years series...than teacher told us something about herself that make the whole class laugh like mad:)

chemistry...yeah test post poned because tomorrow end school early!!!

English...was a stupid and irritating time...the teacher keep shouting through the mike as if we cannot hear like that...stupid!!!!

~Recess~

came back late to class...

physics...do ten years series..

a-maths....do worksheet..and that stupid duck is so irritating..but never mind cos yesterday i irritated him at night by calling him alot of times to ask a-maths..hehe..

~ end of school ~

a-maths remedial..had nth to do cos finish doing le..

than went home first..

reach home bath, slack..

do homework awhile...

than change and went out for Frisbee!!!

today was super fun..cos got alot of ppl and the game was like so violent...

but enjoyed it!!!!went dinner at bedok!!

went home..

here still stuck doing my stupid history homework which i don't know how to do...

but still must like squeezed something out of it..

okay also need to study for history test and poa test!!!ahh

gtg need to study le!!

3 More weeks to prelims!!!

just started revision only!!!

2010-07-16T08:34:00.000-07:00

okay just a quick post..

this week i think it has been a good week...

Nothing special happen except some funny stuff...

tuesday went for the RBC conference...the speaker very handsome lol..hehe..

it was good and interesting too..

wednesday..philana come till my school here meet me ..in the end meet from my school, take bus go kallang, walk to my house downstairs..this was how we meet..

thursday ... went el to ask yi yi poa...had a good talk with her about nafa and lasalle..

friday..went band today...bored..but okay la

nothing really special happen this week..

that's all for today bah....

2010-07-12T02:31:00.000-07:00

wat a stupid thing to start the week...
my spectacles broke while my mother took it to wash.haiz...
went to school without my specs..ppl thought i wear contact lenses...hehe
okay...went to school today..
first period was e-maths...the mood was like so serious.hiaz...got three pages of homework!!
than was chemistry..totally slack..
than english...also slack..
than recess...
next was physics..do ten years series...
next a-maths...was okay...did revision on inequality...
than finish le than teacher gave a new one ..it's on alpha and beta...
~ end of school ~
okay had a-maths remedial...
after that went to make my spectacles le..
hehe got a new specs:)and it's blue!!!
thn came hm le...
okay this week gonna be a busy week...
gonna start to revise for my prelims as prelims is in 4 - 5 weeks time ..hehe:)
okay telling myself to stop slacking!! and stop procasinating!!
that's all for today...

2010-07-11T05:38:00.000-07:00

okay...woke at like 11am ...
ate breakfast...watch tv til about 1 plus..
bathed and went walking to GCMC..met jia hui...sat in families..
today worship was a really good one...thank God for speaking to me again!!!
okay than here comes sermon...
okay was abit chim....hehe..
but it really did quite similar with yesterday yf ..it was on transition ..
' something that will forever be constant is , change'
so interesting..
okay than fellowship with yi fen and yu xian..
okay at least i shared...
than went off to take the mrt to bedok for piano..
was walking very slowly cos i was dragging to go..haiz...
ok , how i wish i could find back the joy that i used to have for music and even piano..
haiz..
than came home for dinner..
here i am watching tv and using the computer...
hehe no need do homework cause i finish it on saturday when i was at EL..
that's all for today..

I know that you've been speaking to me about alot of things..
it's just that i now so called confused...and messed up by so many truths that you are telling me...Need to trust in you, that lord you know what's best for me...and that i ought to obey what you want me to do... Letting you change and transform my life:)

2010-07-10T05:48:00.000-07:00

okay ...
today woke at like 10am...bathed, slack awhile...
went out and walk to EL...
met ee ping for ss...than only ask 2 question than done le...
hehe..did my homework till about 1.30pm..
walk to EH...
had foundation...ok
today during foundation...
was going through the application part...
ok and it was a really good session..
and we had time to like think through of how we want to move on from how we identify which soil are we..
okay during that time i was like stuck...i don't know why..
it's just that there were many questions going through my mind...
i was thinking of how the past week had been..
and like God has been speaking t me about alot of things..
ya i was abit confused and messed up...ya
okie...than went for yf...
Lina came to talk about transition...
it was a good session.. i really enjoyed it..
ok than did not have time to share..
than went for dinner..
during dinner, yi yi ask me to share ..but i said no...haiz..
nvm...actually wanted but i don't know how to start..
actually this was what i wanted to share..
something that God spoke to me was about the part where it talk about building an altar of worshp...it's like to turn my school into a place where i can make public confessions of my realtionship with God, established worship of the true God and delcare my faith in God's promise.ya it was something that i thin i ought to do...but i don't know how...
okay...than jing ting came..
than went to sit with bf...
than went home after that..
that's all for today...

2010-07-08T02:42:00.000-07:00

okay today went to school as normal...msg someone throughout the whole time ....
was drizzling in the morning ..
went back classroom...
Mr Quek came in...took attendance...
than first period was pe...
but got to do that stupid survey thinging....all the questions like repeat wan lol!!!
than left half and hour for pe..played so called captain's ball...
than was e-maths... we were like 15 minutes late again..
than teacher came and she wanted us to say thank you to her cos yesterday's assembly..we were the first to be in the hall and the first to leave..hehe...lame..
than go through TYS..
homework...
next was english...
bored...cause teacher say can just go change no need ask him but he say one by one..
but in the end me, lz, liz, alynn and jm went together...hehe...don't care him..
next recess...something funny happened when we were walking up the stairs..
history..teacher did not come..than the relief teacher brought us to com lab...
than use internet there...
chinese...bored..was like waiting for the time to pass faster...
than it was 1.30pm!!!
the oral people left which includes me..
went with lz ...go toliet do our hair, clothes, pull up our tie..and blah blah..
i think this the neatest time that we were in..
okay went to report in the classroom..
okay at first i wasn't scared..but till ms lee came in to talk...
i was scared and i scared till i cry..haiz...
than after that just lay my head on the table...
talk to God for a moment...and i don't know why after that i was not scared le..it's all God way...
okay wait and wait and wait and finally it's my turn...cause i'm the last second one..
okay went out read the passage and the picture..it was on airport...
after 10 mins, went to the exam room than greet the teacher than begin the oral..
i think it was okay and easy...the lady teacher was like keep smiling at me lol...
nvm...thn finish oral went to take my handphone..
than went home..
here i am at home and i've just bathed...
okay later gonna do my homework and some stuff...
tomorrow going out watch movie!!
okay..
that's all for today!!!

haiz...Germany losed.... but never mind there's still spain...
i want to watch the finals!!hehe..

2010-07-07T04:15:00.000-07:00

okay today went to school...

was okay ..

first four period was a-maths...

kanna scolded...

than physics.. totally slack..

recess...

poa...do work but mr quek nv come..

than e-maths..go through homework...

teacher ask us a lame question..

she say what is the one thing that is similar between a cow, a shoe and a baby..

and the answer was tougue...lame..

okay that was assembly

it was on peer pressure...sian..

~ end of school ~

nth to do went home straight ...so early lol..

than watch tv ..just now play piano..

than here am i using the computer..

doing some bo liao stuff..

than later gonna go do homework le...

tomorrow is n-level english oral le..

i'm scared...

just see how it goes...

2010-07-06T05:05:00.000-07:00

went to school today...
okay...teacher today came in and was so serious..
shall not talk about it le..
okay the whole day was so slack and bored...
than finally it was the end of school...
took bus to el...
went coffee shop buy things for yi yi..
than went to el le..
was studying at el ....but i got no homework and wasn't in the mood to study..
ok...but just read history..and keep on msg ...
than jia hui came..
did her poa as revision...than don't know then ask yi yi ...
she took my phone away...okay la...at least it help me to concentrate..
than when she cam in at like 5.50pm...
my phone got like 4 msges...okay...
than in 1 minute she ask me to keep my stuff..but actually she is the one who is helping me to keep the stuff..
okay than wrote letter..don't know who to write to...
and that stupid phone keep vibrating...she took it away...i also don't want reply..
than think and think..i did not know that write letter also must use brain cells de...haiz..
think so long lol...than finally got someone to write to..
than finish writing..
went home...
ate dinner...
watch tv...here i am on the computer..
later gonna read bible and maybe continue to write letter ...
ya and is like 2 more days to oral!!!

okay it just seems that this feeling is still like dangling there...
and i don't know why it can't go off...
i tried not looking at u , or even msg u ...
but it still there...
i wish it would go away...
i know that we can only be friends...
that's all...

2010-07-03T06:05:00.000-07:00

ok...today morning woke up at 10 am i think...
did bible reading...
than ate breakfast, watch tv till like 1pm..
bath and today like tie my hair like so long lol..
than walk to eh.
had foundation...
today's foundation was a fruitful one....
it really reminded me of how i should hold fast to the word of God..
ya than went for yf...
love that song that we sang today..
today was QCP time...
it was on evangelism..
ok today God was speaking very loudly...
really let me see the urgency of evangelism..
hehe...there are a few things that i need to do..
okay...than also shared conviction and pray for evangelism..
than end of yf...
than went for dinner at junction...
eat finish le than like 8 pm only..
sian...so early ..went home...first time so early..
here i am using the computer...
okay later gonna do things..
tomorrow going service...
okay...
that's all for today
i don't know whether to go anot...
haiz...need to make a decision!!!!
haiz...

2010-06-30T02:47:00.000-07:00

today went to school...
had a-maths for the first 2 hours..
was okay and funny too..
than was physics..was abit slacking...
~ recess ~
than was poa..
was like late for lesson same as yesterday...
but we like so called explain to teacher than he did not fine us..hehe..
than was e-maths..learnt new topic...data analysis...
okay than went for assembly..
talent time...was okay..
~ end of school ~
than had a stupid briefing which like talk about rubbish thing...
took us so long like 1 hour lol..
than luckily mr quek say we got remedial..
but is supposed to go to do testimonial...
than went do...hehe..
than after that went home le..
just ate dinner ...
later going do homework plus revising..
that's all for today.

today got my entry proof for n-level..
AND MY ENGLISH ORAL IS LIKE NEXT THURSDAY!!
so fast..
And CHINESE ORAL IS ON 29 JULY..
than chemistry and physics paper clashes with history!!!!
haiz..
8 more weeks to Prelims
3 more months to N-level...

2010-06-29T06:21:00.000-07:00

ok...today went to school..
it was okay but was so called slacking and was sleepy...
almost slept in history ... and totally fell asleep in chemistry lesson..
after school took bus to el..
study there...but i think most of the time was like using my handphone...
out of the 2 hours i think like got like 1 hour slacking lol and using my handphone..
next time need to give someone to keep it first cos it's a form of distraction to me..
And that person suggested it too..hehe..
ya ...than meet yi yi ..do somethings...and it was really funny when we did the contract and when she took my stickers to paste it on her phone..
ok..than after that was like 6pm..
she ask me to continue studying but i don't feel like studying le..
so like so called slack there..
okay than yi fen came in and talk to me..
ok..
than went home at about 7pm..
was doing my testimonail since like 8pm till now..
okay got to go ..need to go study le..
cos 9 more weeks to prelims and 3 more months to N-level..
And i haven start revising...ahh...help!!!
that's all bye..

2010-06-28T02:14:00.000-07:00

today is the start of school!!!
Okie.. many things were new..
first , time table has changed...
second, English teacher has changed...
third, every Monday got a-maths remedial..
fourth, every Tuesday got e-maths remedial...
fifth, every Wednesday got POA remedial...
sixth, i changed my sit...
ya i think that's all..
so I'm like left with Thursday and Friday.. free..haiz..
ok..today in school...
for the first one hour, form-teacher check attire...
than collect report book..but i never bring and than got fined..haiz..
than next was chemistry..did ten years series and found out that i was like everything also don' know...
so told myself that i needed to start revising...
after that was English..the new teacher came and it was Mr Johnson tan..
did oral reading aloud... super funny at how he teach ask to read and we were like supposed to read through the mike thinging...luckily i did not have too.. he choose some to read..and it was super funny.. i think that now every English lesson will be very funny and will laugh till stomachache..hehe..
than recess...
than physics..was okie..had good time..
than a-maths...quite fun making someone...
learnt new things..
~ end of school ~
after school went with le zhu, alynn, liz, accalia, keng hong and shi jie to tampines mall..
go popular buy their book...
than walk around with them than they want to go home le..
but i went century square walk walk see things buy things..
than went home after that..
here i am at home..watching tv and using the computer..
later gonna go do homework..
than ya that's all..

2010-06-23T02:34:00.001-07:00

okay i think i'm sick..having cough and flu right now..
okay this is the last week of holidays le..
And i'm staying at home..i so bored..
i miss the times when we were sec 1 and 2..
where we would still go out and have fun during the holidays...
and spent time together..but since so much have changed since sec 3..
we were all mugging to study to get good grades...and holidays for us now was to study and study..
but i don't know why i did not change..
as i can't find myself studying..
everytime i plan my time table, it all just did not come out as what i want...
i just want to get good grades for prelim and n-level!!!
i don't know what to do now..
i think i just lack the motivation to study bah..
i need something or someone to help me find back the motivation to study bah..
i don't know what else to say ..
hoping that something or someone will just come...
that's all
after christo camp i thought that this journey of christ-centered will be easy but i can sense that i'm struggling right now..
somethings in my life must change..
will try to work on them but i don't know how..
haiz..
that's all
got to finish up my holiday homework which is like alot!!!
sian...

2010-06-20T04:44:00.000-07:00

ok today woke up late...
breakfast than watch tv....
than went bath than slack awhile than went walking to GCMC...
had service...
QCP Meeting on yesterdya manna time and retention stuff..
met dawn for some things..
than went home aftter that...
just had dinner..super full
later gonna read and think of some stuff..
this week is the last day of holiday le...
must make use of it to do things that will not waste time and things that are meaningful..
that's all for today...

2010-06-19T07:11:00.000-07:00

ok today went for piano..
on the journey there , was praying to God that i will be able to go for yf and foundation..
ok so went for piano...than called mum than explain to her already so in the can go!!hehe .. thank God..
ok took bus to el..sat there so called slack and read bible till 1pm...
than had meeting with paparazi group..
than went for foundation...
it was okay..and interesting.
than yf..manna time was good..as it really speaks to me ..thank God.
than fellowship with GD group ..until friends are out..
waited till like 8 plus ..
was super hungry cos i did not eat lunch and breakfast..
so went to eat after that..
5 dollars ..hehe..
ate le than went home le cos i need to do some things that was needed to be completed by tofay i think ..
ok ya here am i at home...
set a target le by 10.30pm i'm gonna go do my things..
ya that's all for today...

2010-06-18T05:34:00.000-07:00

ok today went out with a group of yfers about 10 altogether..
went to watch karate kid...quite okay la..
than send cynthia to mrt
yi yi and i went waiting for hui ying cos i meeting her..
had a great talk with yi yi ... actually didn't want to tell her de so i just say don't know..
but in the end she knows that i know so in the nd just tell her..
hehe..had a good time talking to her although it was only awhile..
than went to meet hui ying...
had a good talk about something..
although i was like abit blur blur...
but okay le..
than went home..
later going to read some stuff , think of some stuff and write a letter to someone:)
that's all for today :)
gtg...

2010-06-13T07:12:00.000-07:00

ok today met jing ting at my house market..
talk talk than walk go GCMC...
had service than fellowship..
than interviewes philana on somethings ..
really interesting..
than went to trinity with some sisters and brothers to eat Han's
than went off first..
from just now i've been typing out somethings..
tomorrow going eyf..
that's all for today..

2010-06-12T08:45:00.000-07:00

yesterday totally wasted my time..haiz...
today woke up at 12pm
breakfast than bath..
than went for foundation le.
passed philana the juice..hehe..
today;s foundation really helped me alot...
ok got to think of somethings..
ok
today event was super interesting..
thank God for the friends..
thank God for yi yi for sharing the gospel..
although i really wanted to share but it's alright..
jus need to continue praying..
hehe..
i think i need to go and do things le post tomorrow...

2010-06-10T04:59:00.000-07:00

ok today woke up could not find something suitable to wear..
in the eend wore shorts..
went el for eyf..
do event logistics...
than lunch..
had session than role playing of gospel..super cool..
than slack around...than yi yi say go eat prata..
so at first did not wan go but she persuaded us to go..
ok went eat prata with yiyi,xuan lin and jia hui...
than talk and talk ..
than went home le..
reach home bath..
here using computer and watching tv..
later go read book..
ok that's all for today..

i'm looking forward to this saturday event..
I want to share!!!I can share!!!I will share!!!
I want to go out of self!!! I can go out of self!!!I will go out of self!!!
I want , I can and I will !!!:)
hehe.

2010-06-08T04:18:00.000-07:00

ok today early in the morning woke up at 4am..
bath and pack things...
went out to meet xiu ying and william at junction...
than took a cab to airport..
sent off ee ping and elmer...
than went mac eat breakfast than sleep and do things there..
than around 9am went to take the mrt to aljunied ...
went el...my eyes were like so small..
i was super tired...
started eyf...
than played ice -breaker than worship..
than had session..
ok i mean the session mean alot to me..
it speak to me alot of things..
than it some how affected me..
than hui ying saw me like don't know how to say..than she decided to have lunch with me to talk..
i felt better after talking to her...
told her everything...
than went for maid to order le at mr tay's house..
it was ok..
than went home after that
i'm so sleepy i'm gonna sleep early today..
ok that's all for today...
tomorrow wil be a busy day too....

2010-06-07T06:13:00.000-07:00

ok today went to vivo city to send things..
than went singapore post to buy thing and saw mei yin there..
so she came to my home to do things/
we did the log thing..
than she left at 2pm than i played piano and violin than went for outreach and publicity...
was good..
went eat dinner than walk walk around...
than went home with william..
tomorrow gonna go airport early ..
that's all for today..
post tomorrow...

2010-06-06T04:17:00.000-07:00

ok yesterday went yi fen's house for Qcp time..
it was fun and interesting.
then we went into smaller groups to share..
so i was with yi yi , phoebe, shu fen and xuan lin..
super funny lol...we finish soo fast and waited for the rest for dinner...
we were super hungry..
than waited for the rest till 7.30pm..
than give thanks and it was funny on how yi yi prayed...
we all after that like devouring on the food..
hehe we all like so hungry..
and in the end i was super full..
than did some drawing...
than the rest went home
while i , yi yi , yi mei , xiu ying and ai feng stayed overnight at yi fen's house..
bathed...did paper marshal super fun but in the end all our hand got white glue..and it's somehow disgusting...hehe..
than discuss about the event thing...actually we all say we are going to sleep at 11.30pm but in the end slept at 12 plus...
ok..than sleep, super funny in the room..
woke up at 5am...
yi mei supposed to bath first but in the end she like don't want to wake up so yi yi went bath than i went bath don't care her..
we left the house late..
waited for the bus for like 15 mins..
than the bus came and it was full...so we decided to take a cab...
so three to one cab..and the uncle drove super fast lol and we reached in 5 mins time...super fast..
sent mission team off..ate breakfast at mac.
than did not want to go home cos if i go home i won't come out le...
so stayed than and do my stuff..
until 12 plus like that we went to take the train to el..
than took the pray company stuff..
bought coffee went gcmc..
did pray request thing..
service...family time..
went home..wasn't feeling well so did not went to piano..
here i am at home..
i need to think about some stuff and do some stuff and stop wasting time..
that's all for today....
tomorrow i think i staying at home... maybe go for publicity at night bah...
not gonna wastetime le...

2010-06-03T07:30:00.000-07:00

ok today went to school got lessons..
lessons so bored...have a-maths after extended programma ...
than after that played water bomb with ms sharifa..hehe super funny and fun
than slakc at band store..
than change than took the train to toa payoh for outreach with xin xuan and ee ping..
i think it was ok although did not was quite good..
than ate dinner talk to ee ping..
than went home le...that's all i have to say today
tomorrowgo school again..sian...
got to start revising le...

2010-06-01T06:12:00.000-07:00

ok today went to vivo city sent things..
than went salckin around..read book..quite interesting..
ok than at 9.30am took mrt to aljunied mrt..
went eyf ..had a great time there but something destroy my mood..
haiz..nvm
ok went play frisbee and in the end leg and hand got itchy..
hehe.than slack at el..
got a talk with desiree...it helped me a little..
but in myself there were still some feelings..
haiz..don't wanna talk about it here..
u wanna know ask me personally..
ok tomorrow going school..study!!
tomorrow also got eyf and they are playing basketball.
haiz ican'tplay..
sian..maybe can join them...hope can:)
hehe.
that's all for today..

2010-05-31T05:03:00.000-07:00

ok today woke up late..
went bath..
than took cab to cityhall..
met clique at cityhall..than walk to marina square...
slack around than than at 3.30pm went watch movie ; shrek...
super cute and funny...
than slack around than went esplanade..
borrow book..
than went home first..
here i am at home...
watching tv and using the computer..
tomorrow going eyf..

ok i'm going to write journals from tomorrow onwards..
as i think it can help me to write down my thoughts and reflect back on the day..
hehe..
ok after the camp, i want to be a purple man..
but from yesterday..i came back out to this worldly world and i felt that it's so diffcult to live a christocentric life..
is like the world is not but i am..
but i won't give up and will continue to struggle for.
i made some decisions on my life ...
i made the decision to break with him..
so ya.that's all for today..

2010-05-30T06:27:00.000-07:00

ok for the past 4 days i went for christocentric camp...
i did not regret going to the camp..
i think the camp had help me to understand why i wanted to be a christian and who this God that i believe in...
i thank God for the deep conviction that he placed in me...
that i now know that this God that i believe in has an agenda for me that is to please him and to glorify him..that i know that i've already surrendered my capital city to God and that i know that this journey od sanctification will be alot of struggling for and also that it will be diffcult..but all i have to do is to trust in him that he will guide me through that i can look forward to the day of glorification...
ya thank God for letting me encounter him during the camp..that' all i want to post here..
if u want to know more , ask me personally:)hehe

2010-05-26T06:21:00.000-07:00

ok..today went to school as normal..
had a-maths intensive again..but was sleeping and i slept like 2 hour i think..
than was recess...
after that was form class day ..but out class did not go out.
so we had a so called pinic at class..
so cool.hehe..at the jelly that i made it was ok...ate the rest ..was quite nice..
was released like at 12pm..
ok than we all decided to go home first than meet at 2.30pm go K-Box..
so at 2.30pm , met alynn, liz, le zhu, jun xian, li chong, yan xin and chee soon...sang til 7pm.
so fun also funny too..
than went eat dinner...
than went home..
here i am at home watching tv and later gonna pack my bag for camp..hehe..
ok that;s all for today..
tomorrow going to be last day of school..hehe

2010-05-25T04:40:00.000-07:00

today went to school as normal...
had a-maths intensive..was ok..
than went recess..
than had to go hall but no one knew..
than until teacher came to call us..
went hall fot some poly stuff..
and NAFA came..hehe..
i saw the music wan..i don't know lei ..it's quite interesting to me
i fel like wanting to go.
after school went with alynn , liz and jia min to bubble tea.
than went home first..
than met the rest at bedok interchange at 3.30pm.
bought the stuff that we need..
than went home.
took bus 66 ..than went to phoon huat to buy the thing to make jelly .
cos tomorrow is so called form class day..ya..
than here i am at home...
later gonna do jelly.
hehe.
tomorrow gonna be fun i think..
ok 2 more days to christocamp..
looking forward to it..i think...

2010-05-23T07:28:00.000-07:00

today woke up at 11am...
went ate breakfast watch tv...
than went bath..
walk to GCMC..met jia hui.
than service..
meeting with bao fang..
than slack around till 6pm ..
than went take bus to piano.
piano than dinner with family..
than went back home..
here i am at home..slacking...
tomorrow going to school gonna have normal lesson...
that's all for today...
tomorrow going play frisbee with easterner..

2010-05-22T08:24:00.000-07:00

today woke up at 10.30am..
went to bath..
took mrt to tamines for outreach...
partner with priscilla..
i think this outreach was a fruitful one..
took mrt back to aljunied for foundation..
did not have time to eat lunch..hehe.
than waited for jia hui..
went eh together...
had the first session for the camp today...
i think it's alright...
than went for yf..
dinner..
fellowship with QCP..
than do log than went home...
here i m at home watching tv and using the computer...
tomorrow got meeting..
that's all for today post tomorrow..

2010-05-20T23:51:00.000-07:00

These 3 days was having elective module..

there were different types of things we can choose from..there were hair stylist, junior chef...and some others which i could not remember..

i choose hair stylist..

hehe..

these 3 days i learnt about hair styling took some photos of what i did...it was abit diifcult i think.

than also cutting of hair and washing..

super fun and interesting..

today cut hair..

brought back the 'head' that i cut and is like lying in my room now..i don't know where to put it ...

ok here are some photos that i took...

that's all for today..

tomorrow got alot of things to do..

2010-05-20T02:03:00.000-07:00

Here are my results :
English : B4
Chinese : Listening compre - 16/20
Oral - 34/52
Paper 1 - 43/70
Paper 2 - 39/60
Overall - 60.3/100 (B4)
E-maths : Paper 1 - 68/80
Paper 2 - 45.5/60
Overall - 80/100(A01)
A-Maths : 23/80(U)
Physics : Paper 1 - 12/20
Paper 2 - 14/30
Overall- 52/100(C6)
Chemistry : Paper 3 - 7/20
Paper 4 - 13/30
Overall - 40/100(U)
Combined Science - C5
Social Studies : source-based - 10/25
structured qn - 15/25
overall - 50/100(C6)
History : source-based - 14/25
Structured qn - 14/25
overall - 56/100(C6)
Combined Humanlities - 53/100(C6)
POA : Paper 1 -28/40
Paper 2 - 35.5/60
Overall - B3
Ok.actually when take back results that time altogether i failed two..
but in the end only fail one which is A-maths..hiaz..
ok that's all for my results..

This two days had elective module - hairstylist...
super fun..
took some photos.
will post tomorrow...
yesterday did some designs on the hair some were diffcult.hehe..
today learnt to wash hair..
natasha wash my hair..hehe..
the soap the smell veri nice..
that's all we'll post more tomorrow ..

2010-05-18T06:00:00.000-07:00

today went to school as normal but at 8.15am...
homeroom..discuss about what to do for form class day..in the end nothing was decided..haiz...
physics..slack..do nth
chinese..hehe ok...
recess..
a-maths...sux..got so called a scolding from teacher...
history ..ok only..
than was like half way go for ss period..
on the way back yan xin sms me say i got 34 but in the end haiz...
stupid teacher...
i cried..but someone cheered me up.thks anyway,,
than e-maths perid did a-maths correction..
end of school
had my last band practice today..haiz...
ok ....
went bubble tea..
here am i back home watching tv and using computer...
later going to continue decorating my camp book...
it is taking ages for me to finish it...sian
nvm but veri nice..hehe...
hehe..
that's all for today:)

2010-05-17T01:38:00.000-07:00

ok...
today went to school know ing that going to get back results..haiz.
went back classroom cos was raining..
sang national anthem and pledge..
than principal talk...than say 1 minute of silence for Dr Goh who passed away..sian
first period was like e-maths..
got paper... i think is ok only...
next was chemistry..it sux...
than pe...
recess..had a bet with alynn and chee soon on history marks:)
physics...it sucks too..
POA..it sucks even more!!!
sian...
wait till i recieve all the results than post all together...
~ end of school ~
after school went band store slack..
tomorrow gonna be my last official band pratice and is time for me to step down..sian..
going to bored le...
gonna miss my section...
see them tomorrow:)
i think tomorrow taking all back le...
that's all...tomorrow than post le...

2010-05-16T03:53:00.000-07:00

today morning woke up at about 10am..
cos dad say going to eat breakfast with grandma..haiz..sian..
so woke up..
but my brothers say they don't want..
cos they came back late yesterday..
so caled got a scolding from mum..hehe..
than woke up went tampines to eat..
than didn't want to go home..
so slack at tampines walk walk..
than went to take the mrt to aljunied.
went for service..
after service slack than jonathan taught me some guitar theory which i find it interesting...thks anyway:)
than did not felt like going piano so called ' pon tan ' piano..hehe..
went home..
here am i at home...
i'm later going to finish up my camp booklet..
hehe...super nice:)
watching tv now and using the computer..
that's all for today:)

tomorrow going back school...
going get back results..
i don't know lei..
got no feelings but just pray hard that i will get good grades...
post again tomorrow..

2010-05-15T06:18:00.000-07:00

today woke up at 9am..
went kallang to eat breakfast..
than went home..
than slack at home watch tv..
until 1pm i went to bath..
met jia hui at aljunied mrt..
went foundation together.
than today also combine with the other class..
today we were supposed to think of our pray request..
than i thought le ...going to cosodilate than tel u guys..
went yf after that.
was ok la today's .
went eat dinner at opposite library...
than here am i back home le..
don't know want to do what.
so bored.
either watch tv or use computer..sian
tomorrow going service and piano bah..
that's all for today:)

i don't know what to talk to you...
everytime i sms u , it just quickly fade..
i'm just asking myself whether the feeling is still there.
i just don't know what to do..
i know that you have the feeling but the thing is for me i don't know.
i'm confused about my feelings now..
it's just a mix feeling that i'm having now...
haiz...

2010-05-14T05:21:00.000-07:00

today no school cos is marking day..
woke up at 10.30am like that..
then did not know what to do..
so don't know why today i went to do house chores..hehe...
than went out at 1.45pm..
met jia hui at aljunied mrt cos today she got oral...
than took mrt with her to bugis to meet olivia and yi yi..
than we went to watch movie ; the last song..super nice..i like that show...
super cold too..hehe..
after that went to J.C.O donuts to eat youghut.. ok la quite nice but bitter..hehe.
than played a game..
we were supposed to write 3 questions . 2 on ur walk with God . 1 is any question that u wan to ask...
after that , we played a game is like everyone will try to roll the dice to get the same number on both dices..
than must try to write as many numbers starting from 1 all the way to 100..
than the others must continue to roll until get the same number to stop the person from writing so that u can start writing..
quite interesting..
hehe..
than in the end i won..hehe...
than me , yi yi and jia hui chose three questions for olivia cos she was the last one to finish..
left the rest we chose ourselves..
ok ...
i owe them one sharing..
cos the question was what is something that God has spoke to you recently.?
i can't think of one and could not remember too..
so i owe them one..
let me try to think of one and share with you guys another time..hehe...
had a great time with them...
went off around 6 pm...
at home don't know wan do wat..
all i am doing is to watch tv and use computer..haiz...
during exams say very busy but now after exams nothing to do..
hiaz...so bored..
monday going back school le..
going to get back results le..
that's all for today...
tomorrow going for foundation and yf...
tomorrow than post le

2010-05-13T04:17:00.000-07:00

yesterday slept at 2 am cos was studying POA...
woke up at 6 am...
went to school as normal..
only got one paper toady...and is POA paper 1.hehe..was good.
than after paper did not feel ike going home cos very early so went alynn house with the rest to slack..
than went home at about 1pm..
reach home...don't know wan do what..
so bored...nvm
in the end slept and i just ate dinner..
now watching tv..
that's all...

tomorrow no school...
going out ...hehe like finally can go out...
i super looking forward to tomorrow...

2010-05-12T05:08:00.000-07:00

yesterday slept at around midnight ..
was studying maths awhile and poa abit..
today went to school as normal...
first paper was e-maths paper 2 ..was ok...should be can pass...
than was chinese listeninng in the hall...ok i think ...
than went eat mac with alynn and liz..
than went home...
slept just now cos later going to stay up late...
just ate dinner...
now watching tv i later than go chiong my POA...
must get very good marks...cos i think my paper 2 only just pass...
hehe...
that's all...

haiz...don't know what's that person problem man...
i don't know since that time the quarrel ..we didn't talk much..
she just using people...don't know what she doing...she ask people do thing can people ask her do thing cannot...
she just change alot since sec 1 till now..
she make people wait for her till she go home than peopl everytime so late go home..
than people got feelings one hoh.not ike you people is just don't wan tell you only..
haiz...think that people will stay there and help you everytime..think long long bah...
once we were best friends , but now we are not..

1 more day and 1 pore paepr!!!hehe...

2010-05-10T21:56:00.000-07:00

met jing ting yesterday at mac to study..
somebody saw something...and she's irritating..
yesterday don't know why i think i too tired that' why even coffee did not help much ..
i fell asleep while studying..
today went to school..
had only one paper and it was chemistry..
was ok i think..can pass bah..i slept for like half an hour during the paper timing.
ask mr quek whether i pass my poa he say i pass ..hehe...but i must do bery well for paper 1!!
than ate with alynn , liz, jia min, le zhu and accalia.
saw xiu ying in my school today..
went home after that...
here i am at home alone...
watching tv , using computer and slacking away..
later at night going to study awhile for maths than going to chiong m22y poa..
tomorrow maths paper 2 and chinese listening..
than last paper poa paper1 ..hehe..
2 more days and 3 more papers to go!!!hehe...
finishing soon ..i so looking forward to friday cos no school and finally going out!!!hehe...
that's all post tomorrow!!!

2010-05-10T01:02:00.000-07:00

yesterday slept at 2 am ...cos was studying A-maths...
ok woke up at 6am..
went school..
first paper was english paper 2 ...was ok i think...
than was a-maths...was preparing to fail...
sat at the back than my row was like ashely and syafiq...
hehe is the same as that time the test..
than got the test paper than i finish until question 10 than tot finish..
than suddenly ashely show me the back...
than i was like oh no!! ok than i quickly do...
hehe..than finish le..but i kow either i will pass abit not fail ...haiz...
ok than s and went meet qh..than went mac to eat ..
than came my home..at first we say wan go my house to study but in the end we watch tv and use computer...
ok ...

3 more days and 4 more papers to go!!!

2010-05-09T04:45:00.000-07:00

today woke up late...
nvm..woke up bath than went out le..
went for meeting at GCMC ..
than went for service..
than after that decided to go home and cancel my piano cos i wan go home study...hehe..
than went home i ate dinner than watch tv..
here i am using the computer..
later i need to go study le
cos tomorrow is a-maths!!!help

2010-05-07T04:43:00.000-07:00

yesterday slept at 1.30am and wanted to wake up at 4am to study but in the end could not wake up...

ok went to school as normal..

first paper was physics paper ...it sux...

than was history...it rocks !! haha...

i can do it and i finish everything.

i'm so happy !!!hehe..

than slack around than liz, alynn and shafiqah went to my house..

actually wanted to study a-maths at my house but in the end we startes talking and gossiping ..ooppss...

ok than they went home at 4pm..

watch tv than about 5.35pm like that ..walk to aljunied mac to meet bao fang for quiet time...

and here i am at home bored...

tomorrow got to wake up early!!!

next paper is english paper 2 and A-maths!! help a-maths must start studying!!!

2010-05-06T06:22:00.000-07:00

First paper was Chinese paper 2..
it was ok except some i anyhow do..
than was E-maths paper 1..which i thought was paper 2 today...nvm..
the paper was 2 hours and i finish it in like 1 hour.super fast lol...
ok than after e-maths paper went home with alynn and liz plus wz...
at home watch tv use computer..
and here i am using the computer again..
got to go study for physics and history le...
which is tomorrow 's paper..
haiz..help!!!

2010-05-04T03:02:00.000-07:00

today went to school as normal and today got no exam..

in class was like so slacking..

wanted to study poa but no mood..

ok than end of school went tampines buy my books ..

than went home..

at home watching tv and use computer..

i'm bored..

today need to burn midnight oil le..

cos need to study for poa!!
ok that's all..

2010-05-02T06:39:00.000-07:00

today woke up at 10am..

watch tv slacking around...

than went to bath..

than went to service..jia hui did not come again..

in service , one question was post to us...

is what are the sins that you've not told God about it..

i was thinking...than it reminded me of the joy that i lose as a christian..

i don't know lei..cos sometimes whenever i come for service, yf or foundation or even doing my quiet time i found no desire in it and it had become like a daily routine..

and i need to find back the joy as a christian to look back at why i first believed in christ and my purpose in coming everytime so that it will no longer be a routine but it will be one that i desire to come and to listen to God's word..that's what i prayed with a sister..

than had family time..

after that, went to bugis ..

wanted to buy things but did not have wat i wanted..

so went to paya lebar to buy the other things...

than waited for dad to come fetch me..

went kallang for dinner..

and here am i back home

ok got to start studying for my exams..

bye post again if i got the time...

i just hope that you will cherish this chance ..

i just hope that nothing will ever come in between us..

i just hope that everything will go well...

i just hope that you will realise how important i am to you..

2010-05-01T08:22:00.000-07:00

today woke up at around 10am ..
slack around..wanted to start revising for poa...but no mood i think...than went to watch tv..
watch till 1 plus than went bath...
than went for foundation...

today foundation only got me ,annie and the three disciples..

than today combine with gui chan's class cos we are going cristel camp together..

had activities..it was okay..

got homework...thought of my pray request..

will tell you soon or u can come and ask me..

than went for yf..

was quite okay..

than i did not stay for dinner cos went dinner with my family..

went to eat seafood...

than here i am just reach home..

i think later i maybe study abit cos tomorrow no need so early wake up..

ok...since yesterday 5pm u never msg me..

ok anyway i'm used to it..

asked you on msn something and you replied yes

than if you say you still .... me than i don't know la..

i don't know how to say it..

i accepted your sorry and now you are angry for don't know what reason..

i don't know what to do now...can anyone tell me??

2010-04-30T07:17:00.000-07:00

yesterday study half way i fell asleep...

today went to school as normal...

had english paper 1 ..was ok i think..when i finish everything i still had like 1 hour...

than had recess study for social studies and hoping that what i've studied would come out

but in the end it did not come out what i study ...damm it...

after that went back home le..

ate lunch than slept for awhile ..

than around 3.45pm..went out to go meet yiyi at el..

read article..the article was interesting...somethings were surprising to me:)

than stayed at el do nothing cos if go home also do nothing..

than went home with yiyi...

reached home...all i did watching tv and here i am using the computer..

sms him...and so called like scolded him or just gave a lecture to him..

and he just said a sorry without even explaining it to me..

and that sorry wasn't sincere at all..

and now you're angry because of i don't know wat..

is you who started all this ..

you promise me somethings that you should know but in the end it turn up to be nothing..

if you cannot do it than why make the promise..

i gave you the chance because of the things that you promise me but in the end it turn to be what??

what should i do now??any advice??

2010-04-29T04:45:00.000-07:00

yesterday slept at like midnight..and thks for the encouragement from phoebe!:)

today went to school as normal..

first period was english..

got back test paper...got 18 / 30..ok only..

than my oral results is out..and i got 28 / 40..damm sux...cos of the conversation part

next poa..got back test paper and i got 20.5 / 25..yes...hehe...

than was e-maths go through damai paper..

recess...did not go stayed in class to study for ss...

after that, history...ok ..mr raj say he wan give bck test paper..

he called my name than i went than he said very good i was shocked cos i anyhow do..

than i got 19 / 25..ok wow..

than chemistry..

teacher teach finish the remaining..the other half an hour i slept cos supposed to do tys..

than was social studies...nicole was like twisting questions to ask mr foo for hints..

haiz..

~ end of school ~

than waited for qian hui in the library cos she got detention.

studied together till 6.15pm..

and here i am at home le..

later going to continue mugging for social studies ..

hope can study finish..

~ you just sux!! ~

2010-04-28T07:47:00.001-07:00

yesterday was pestered by a dumb guy and i could not finish studying..ass him..

today went to school as normal..

today lessons were boring..

had social studies..ok and first time i see almost my whole class not sleeping ..hehe

than was chinese..ok as usual bored..

english..got a so called lecture by mr tay...

recess...

a periods of a-maths!!

got back the re-test paper and i got 6 / 20 ...failed...

than had assembly...

~ end of school ~

went to alynn's house to study ss..

ok but didn't managed to do much..

went home with liz..

now i'm still mugging to finish studying..

i got 7 chapters to study and i only finish studying one!! help!!

and the exam is like this friday..!! i need some help...

ok since very long we've not talked..

what is this... i don't feel that we're in a relationship..

all you do is like walk past me and pretend nothing had ever happened..

i don't know wat's your problem..

is this relationship just a fake one or is it for real??

i'm confused...

2010-04-27T04:32:00.000-07:00

today went to school as normal..

supposed to go school for student leader meeting but forget it bah..hehe...

than reach school around 8am..

supposed to meet liz and jun xian for preparation for cip at 7.45am..

but nvm...went to classroom first before the rest..

slack there and prepare...

than the whole class came..

waited for mr quek..

than had assembly in class..

but when we were supposed to sing the national athem there was no music so who cares..

than suddendly it went to the pledge..nvm..

than started with the cip presentation.

natasha group went first than us..

i think the three of us were nervous bah..it was quite fast...

ok than here comes the lessons...

first period physics..did last year paper..

than chinese...bored as usual..

recess...

than a-maths...had test but i don't know how to do!! i'm going to fail this re-test too!!sian..

after tat history..supposed to take back paper but nvm..

lastly, e-maths...was ok..

~ end of school ~

we continue the presentation..

than went find qh in library study..

than went with qh to tampines mac to study..

while crossing the road , we jay walk and in front of us were 3 students and 1 adult..

reach the other side saw two police man..

the police man called the 4 people that were infront of us to a side and ask for their nirc...we thought that we need too but in the end we just walked away cos the police man like don't know..

than went study..

and here i am back home le..

going to study later...

got to complete 2 chapters of social studies today and 4 more chapters to go.!! help!!

haiz...

i don't know why this relationship is for when we don't talk nor sms..

you're just like a normal friend to me..

i don't know whether you still have feelings..

but for me, i not sure..

i don't know whether this chance that i've given you is just wasted..

i told myself that i won't regret at first but now i don't know..

i need to talk to someone about it...

2010-04-26T04:14:00.001-07:00

today went to school as normal...
was ok i think..
first period was e-maths..and got back test paper..had 20.5 / 30... was ok i think ..
than was chemistry...teacher teach alkenes...quite interesting but was ok..
than was pe...ran 2.4km ...
recess...stay in class use laptop..
after that was physics...was ok but i think mr sng was quite angy ..i think
than was poa...had poa test but i only study abit so hope that i can pass..
~ end of school ~
stayed back for A-maths remedial...got back test paper...and i got 6 / 20 i failed...hehe..
the whole class fail only one person pass...
sian..tomorrow got re-test...
sian still need to study...
than stayed back to do cip presentation...
super fun ...
than went home le..

start studying le..
hope that i will have tie to finish everything..
ok...praying for myself that i will have the discipline to study and also in times of my busyness i will not forget to have time with the lord!:)
that's all..

2010-04-20T05:33:00.000-07:00

yesterday night studying for history in the end half way i fell asleep ..wth

today went to school as normal..

but the difference is school started at 8.15am..

first period was home room.. was rushing the testimonial thing..

then was physics..had test but i never study cos did not have the time yesterday..

but teacher did revise first ..hehe..

after that was chinese..

was boring ..slept through..

it was recess..

then amaths..

was quite okay..

did past year paper..but i found out that i forgot how to do some..

then was history..

study myself on the way to the classroom

but in the end took the paper and whatever i had study did not came out..

although i did answer both the essay questions in a full page of fullscape..i'm sure that it's all rubbish!!

than was emaths..

did past year paper...

after school met qh ..waited for asyiqin in my class and on the way i tidy up my classroom..

went bedok stadium..

had a fun time there laughing ..haha..

then went home..

ok today found out something that actually he sms someone more than he sms me..

and what's the problem with him sia..go irritate my friend..

after that he told me he no mood ..

then ask why also cannot..

ok lol you say it yourself that you got no mood to msg me so i'm not going to msg you forever..

super pissed off...

ask me whether i am angry why don't you ask yourself who started all this..

someone ask me whether i have regretted giving you a second chance..

i said maybe..

i think that maybe will soon become a yes..

nothing to say le..

i'm going freaking ignore you from tomorrow onwards!!

so don't start coming to ask me why am i ignoring you when in the first place you should know yourself!!!

2010-04-19T04:15:00.000-07:00

today went to school as normal...

had e-maths for the first period..

was okay but all of the sudden teacher started to scold us about the test..

than was chemistry test..

did not know how to do cos i never study..

so is nobody's fault but it's my fault..

ok than was pe..

something happened..

than was recess..

after recess was physic..

did TYS..

than was POA..

was ok gave back test paper and i got 14 / 20 ..and it suck because i nv study too!!sian..

after school slack around..

took bus 21 to el..

met yi yi ..had a good time although was abit sleepy..

went home..

bored..

later going to study for history and physics..

need to study i don't wanna get stupid results!!

ok sometimes i just felt that you are irritating..

but sometimes i just felt nothing..

haiz..maybe talking to someone ...

2010-04-18T06:22:00.000-07:00

today woke up at 11am..
watch tv..
bath than went to GCMC le..
service le than slack awhile ..
went for piano..
than dinner with family..
here i am at home..
tomorrow going to school le..
got tests..

hope that by giving you a second chance it will be different..
i hope i won't regret it..
just hope that nothing will go wrong and it would not affect my life...
hehe...

2010-04-17T06:42:00.000-07:00

today woke up at 10am..

did not really feel like going for outreach but talk to God ...

so in the end i still went..

ok partner with jin yee..

was ok...

than went for lunch ..

after that, went to take mrt to eh for foundation..

had foundation..

than yf..

than card-making...was super cool and fun..

went for dinner after that..

than here i am back home...

ok i think i will accept him..

so ya let's just see how it's go..

that's all..

exam's are coming..

just one more week..

have to discipline myself to start studying now..

if not last minute study than cannot finish..

haiz..

2010-04-14T08:02:00.000-07:00

today went to school as normal..
had social studies as the first lesson..
what a boring lesson to start of the day...
than was chinese...
go through yesterday oral..
than was english..
did a report writing..
than was recess..
slack in class studying for a-maths..
than was a-maths..
had test..i did study but still don't know how to do..
somebody told me that why everytime in class do you know how to do but in the end test or exam everytime fail..i agree to what the person had told me.. totally true...
than had assembly ... was ok..
than slack with asyiqin , fatin , qh at band store..
than went home after that..
rush home..bathed and went to take the train to city hall le...
met uo with yi yi..
read an article...super interesting and i liked it..
than did poa..
than went home..
here i am studying for history test which is like tomorrow..
but some one just told me there's no history test tomorrow..
haiz..sian...

mid - year is like only 1-2 weeks more!!!
here is the time table!!
30 / 04 / 2010 - English Paper 1
- Social Studies
05 / 05 / 2010 - Chinese Paper 1
- POA Paper 2
06 / 05 / 2010 - Chinese Paper 2
- E-Maths Paper 2
07 / 05 / 2010 - Physics
- History
10 / 05 / 2010 - English Paper 2
- A-Maths
11 / 05 / 2010 - Chemistry
12 / 05 / 2010 - E-maths Paper 2
- Chinese Listening Comprehension
13 / 05 / 2010 - POA Paper 1
That's all for today!

2010-04-10T06:12:00.000-07:00

so many things are going though my mind now...
relationships...studies...friendships...and blah blah blah
i just need somebody that i can talk to ...
somebody that can listen to me...
hiaz...
there's is so many things in my mind right now..
why must it all come at one time?
and at this moment??
i don't want anything now all i wan is to do well for my n- levels.
i don't know why am i becoming more and more ... i don't know know how to say..
there are somethings which i think i should keep to myself
but the thing is when i keep to myself it will hurt even more or even give me more things to think about.!!!!
by telling someone it will help me...
haiz.. i don't know wat to do now...
i sick and tired of trying..in the end ..i get nothing..
hiaz...

ok now about spiritual relationship...
i don't know wat's the problem with me..
but nowadays i drag going to foundation or sometimes yf..
i just can't find the craving that i have for God's word last time..
it's just the part if walking out of my comfort zone too...
i find it hard and difficult..
i don't know wat should i do..
i don't know who to talk to...
it's just that the outside world is influencing me...
like what my friends do , talk or etc..
the outside world is making me asking myself questions..
like why am i here? why the reason behind i wan to follow this God that i first believe?
i don't know...

next weeek full of test..
don't feel like studying...
just feel like giving up..
wat to do...

2010-04-05T07:21:00.000-07:00

today went to school as normal..
had lessons..
had a-maths remedial...
than saw yi lin at bus stop..
went together to take bus 5 to acsj..
ok smth happen that was super funny and still 2 times..shall not say...
than reach acsj...
they were preparing for their syf!!good luck to you guys!!
than went eat with qh, pei yi and keng hong..
talk until 7.30pm than left..
took the mrt home..
here i am rushing my homework!!!
got to go soon..
someone share with me a song and i super like it !!!
ok got to go...
that's alot of homework to do..

i don't wanna talk about it anymore..
so pls stop asking me...
i'm just don't want ..
i told you before what i wanted to concentrate on now..
so sorry..

2010-04-02T04:24:00.000-07:00

it's bee awhile since i blog..
ok today is 2 april and is Good Friday!!
went to church for service...
than went paya lebar to buy stuff with yi mei...
than went home..
here i am at home alone...
nth to talk about today..

looking forward to tomorrow's yf!!!
tomorrow morning got band!!!

err..to whoever ( you know who u're)
i'm sorry for rejecting you..
i really don't want ...i just felt that it is not the right time now..
Although whatever you said makes me wan to accept you but it just not the right time...
i'm sorry..i just don't want my life to be complicated...
i already trying my best to stay on in life...
so i just don't want anything else in my life right now..
i'm sorry...
i hope u understand..
and lastly don't be sad okay...
promise me to still work hard for n-levels:)
okay??
ya that's all i wan to say:)

2010-03-25T03:49:00.000-07:00

ok...
today was a so boring day...
after school slack around..
than went tampines mall with asyiqin and qh..
went home...
don't wanna elaborate more le..

it's n-level this year!! Stop procasinating!!! be a good student and study , listen in class and do homework!!!i don't know why since the starting of term 2 i think i felt that i've not been studying nor doing homework nor listening in class....wat's wrong with me???

Got back my result slip already !!!
here are the results:
English : Test 1 : 56.7 , Test 2 : 58.3
Chinese : 62.0
A-Maths : Test 1 : 16.6 , Test 2 : 60.0
E- maths : Test 1 : 56.0 , Test 2 : 80.0
Physics : Test 1 : 62.0 , Test 2 : 52.0
Chemistry : Test 1 : 78.0 , Test 2 : 64.0
Social Studies : Test 1 : 77.8 , Test 2 : 72.0
History : Test 1 : 65.0 , Test 2 : 52.0
POA : Test 1 : 74.0 , Test 2 : 78.6

2010-03-18T05:17:00.000-07:00

yesterday...
went for band...
than took a cab with asyiqin cos she bringing instrument home ..
i went mac to meet jing ting..
she haven reach than i decided to go home and bath and wait till she reach aljunied mrt..
ok than went home bath slack
than went to aljunied mrt there she was already..
waited for bus to ai feng's house..
took there..
than reach interchange than jing ting decided to walk short -cut but need climb gate but i don't know how...
so went walk one big round..haiz....
than went to ai feng's house to celebrate her birthday..
than jing ting sabo her with whipped cream on her hair than is like so disgusting...
than went home about 10 plus...

today...
woke up at 6am!! i was so surprised that i could wake up ...haha..
than bath , went aljunied mrt to wait for asyiqin..
than took train with her to newton to wait for the rest..
we are like so early supposed to reach at 7.30am but we reach there at 7.10am..
but some people was even earlier than us..hehe..
waited for the rest ...
walked to acsj..
moved instruments to their performing arts hall..super cold..
percussion sectionals there..
than had like acsj play than damai coment than damai play they coment...
someone was so pissed off by somebody and was prepared to shoot back...
than had tea break than combine band..
than matthew could not play the tambourine ..so i and fatin went to teach him...
ok we experiment alot of ways..and it was quite fun..
than had lunch.
than had sectionals...
than i was pissed off by somebody and totally don't want to talk to him..
had tea-break again...
and it was their audition time..
than ms tan brief us on wat to do..
like almost more than half of the percussionist tell ms tan abt that somebody...keep shooting at him..haiz don't care him..
i audition chin mun...he played quite well...and i gave him high marks..
than pack up..
than went eat with qian hui ..
than went home..
here i am at home..
tomorrow going acsj again and maybe gign buy bag...
post tomorrow bah..i super tired!!!

2010-03-16T06:24:00.000-07:00

today woke up..
went for band...from 8am to 6.30pm like that..
the whole day was like demo band for me qute okay..
lion city is so super nice
okay tomorrow there is band again
than thursday ther's band exchange
than friday i going acsj for band also..
my march holiday is full of things!! super busy!!sian..
must find time to do my holiday homework...
i need more time!!! time passes so fast!!
there is still a-maths , e-maths , english , chemistry ..
ya tat's all
but is super much!!!
let me find time to do it bah!!!
tomorrow than post ...

2010-03-15T06:36:00.000-07:00

ok today went to band in the morning..
had fun playing lion city ..super nice..
than went home after that.
went out with olivia and phoebe at vivo city..
bought some stuff !!
ate dinner and went home..
ok when we reach there is 5.30pm and when we left is like 8.30pm...
we stayed there for so long!!haha...
ok here i am at home alone..
tomorrow got band!!!!
that's all tomorrow that post le

2010-03-14T06:10:00.000-07:00

hehe... i think everything is back to normal...thks to the people that i talk to:)

To you (you know who you are)
thks for letting me share with you wat happened. and thks for doing somethings for me...i know that sometimes i may get angry with you for no reason or quarrel with you for no reason...haha..but that's how we became close..haha..i'm glad that sometimes you are open to share with me some of your problems but not all but i hope you will share all them with e..hehe ok? i know that sometimes when i tell you something you may not want to do it but all the more i know that sometimes you listen to it but it just who you are that you don't want to listen...ok ok...i just glad to have you as my close sister:)

ok to the person that i sms:)
thks for your sms ..that have help me to realise what i may be doing wrong ...and also thks for being a sister that i can talk to when i' in trouble ...thks for what you've wrote in your sms...that's all i want to say and i know that when i want to talk to someone i can tal to you:)

everything is back to normal!!!!!!

2010-03-13T05:51:00.000-08:00

ok today was quite ok i think..
i don't know..
went for foundation did not quite understand..
than went for yf..
than went to meet qian hui at aljunied mrt..
than went to eh to play board games.hope she had a good time..
ok today was so just a okay day but my mood was not in the right mood..

i need to talk to someone!!!
haiz..ok today saw you and my mood totally change..haiz..
i don't know why..i don't want to ignore you but the thing is that you can sent me all the sms saying that you misunderstood me but why can't you just say a sorry??everytime i quarrel with you is always i'm the one who is saying sorry even it is not my fault!!!you know when you called me and blame for me for the things that i have not done, i was like wat's your problem? it's been like since sec 1 you are like that than now than you now blaming me??i don't know wat you are thinking now..ok i don't know wat else to say..i'm like half angry and half not angry but is just that i felt that is really not my fault..so i don't know wat to say...that's all...

2010-03-09T05:15:00.000-08:00

today went to school, as normal but i was late for school..haiz..all because of my brother...
today after recess all free period...3 hours of free period..sian..sleep all the way sia..
than after school went band..
had demo band combined band..was ok but the sound was still not there..
than went home straight with asyiqin ...
ok here i am at home...sian..
nth to do..

EVERYTHING JUST SUX!!!iT'S NO MY FREAKING PROBLEM WHETHER YOU WANT TO TALK OR NOT..IS YOUR LIFE NOT MINE!!!SO FROM NOW ON, I FREAKING DON'T CARE WHAT YOU THINK OF ME WHETHER YOU THINK I LOOKING DOWN ON YOU BUT THE FACT IS THAT I KNOW FOR MYSELF WHAT I'M DOING AND SAYING ...SO GET THE FACT RIGHT NOW...IS NOT MY PROBLEM OF HOW YOU THINK MY INTENTION WAS BUT IT'S YOUR THINKING I CANNOT CONTROL IT MA..SO JUST THINK , SAY OR DO WHATEVER YOU WANT AND IS NONE OF MY CONCERN..YOU WANT TO STAND THERE ALONE BUT I DON'T WANT ..I DON'T WANT TO ALWAYS STICK WITH THE SAME FRIENDS..IT MAYBE YOUR CHARACTER THAT YOU DON'T WANT TO MIX APOUND BUT I'M NOT THE SAME CHARACTER AS YOU..SO DON'T THINK THAT I MUST LIKE IN BAND BE ALWAYS WITH YOU.. IN CLASS, WE CAN BE CLOSE FRIENDS BUT IN BAND THERE IS MUCH MORE PEOPLE THAT I CAN TALK TO..IT'S YOUR PROBLEM THAT YOU DON'T WANT TO MIX..ASKING MYSELF WHY DID I CRY WHEN I TALK TO YOU JUST NOW?? IS NOT MY FAULT WAT ..THAT'S ALL I WANT TO SAY...I JUST FREAKING DON'T CARE!!!

2010-03-08T03:47:00.001-08:00

ok today went to school as normal..
school was boring today..nothing special..
went to band store to slack after school...
than went tampines to buy something..
here i am at home le..

here's my result for so called CA :
English : Paper 1 : 17 / 30 , Paper 2 : 35 / 60
Chinese : Paper 1 : 34 / 50 , Paper 2 : 28 / 50 , Total : 62 / 100
E-maths : 32 / 40
Physics : 13 / 25
Chemistry : 16 /25
History : 13 / 25
Left with A-maths , social studies and poa that haven take back...

ok this wed to fri for my school will be like all camp..
but for the sec 4 and 5 it will be like a workshop..ok kind of not looking forward to it..don't know why..
tomorrow having band...that's all..

2010-03-04T02:50:00.000-08:00

school's have been boring..
today went to school as normal..
had lessons
had poa test and it sux!!!haiz..
took back a-maths test 1 le..and i got 3/18..fail...
end of school
slack at band store than went with qian hui to cut hair...
i'm back from cutting hair and my hair is so short ..sian..
next week going to be the study workshop thing...n it will be conducted by elmer , shi hua and blah blah..ok..it's okay that they come my school but it's weird for them to teach me..haha..
got back some of my common test...wait till i finish taking back all than i post all of them..

tomorrow will be a long day as got band..
and tomorrow i have two things to do!! must do!!

2010-02-27T06:19:00.000-08:00

finally the whole week of common test is over!!!next week than post results bah..
today..
went outreach in the morning but was late..
partner with olivia .. we walk like 4 - 5 rounds of tiong bahru but still can't find anybody...
than went for lunch at mac with jia hui and olivia..
was late for foundation..
today started on prayer..
than philana ask each of us to teach each other 2tim 3:16..i was like how? cos i seldom talk ..haha..than during foundation i was abit no mood..did not think ...
than went for QCP out...had quiet time but did not finish mine later gonna do..
than went for dinner at citylink the sushi stall..
than went home...
here i am at home alone..watching tv and using computer..
i'm so bored...next week still got test ..sian still is a-maths and poa
a-maths on binomial theorem and differenation which i somehow don't understand how to do it.
poa on partnership...
nth to post le...

things in school haven been right for me..i just want to study right now!!!i don't want you to so call interupt me...all i want is that can you stop irritating me??i don't know what to say to you but can't everything wait till n-level's is over??

2010-02-25T03:57:00.000-08:00

okay..these whole week is full of test cos is common test..
got back some but all i can say is it sux!!!
nvm..
today went to school...
had e-maths common test.it was alright but will lose around 12 marks..haiz...
end of school..slack with classmates and band mates ...
than around 4pm..went to take bus and mrt to EL..
met yi yi for quiet time...had a good time..
than went home..
now slacking watching tv and using com...
later gonna study for social studies common test cos is tomorrow and tomorrow also have english common test..haiz..so many test!!!
nth to talk about le tomorrow gonna's be along day cos got band..

2010-02-18T05:03:00.000-08:00

okay today started of badly..woke up late for school..
okay nvm..
went to school as normal..
after went band store slack..
than bring wei tian and the sec 2's to bedok inter to buy their stuff..
than went home..
slacking at home watch tv the whole day...
suddendly got a call from zoey..saying that's a upcoming performance for us at the SAC 's chairman house...okay it was very sudden and this saturday..haiz..having to rush here and there..okay nvm..
later gonna do my homework..i'm so bored ...

common tests and many more test are coming up!!!!and i haven start studying !! help!!!
Haiz..so many things to do....

got back my chemistry test and history test..
for chemistry i got 19.5/25..okay i passed...hehe though i didn't really study..
for history i got 14/20..haha..quite okay ..

2010-02-16T01:59:00.001-08:00

today morning woke up at 10.30am...than was deciding whether to go to teacher's house or relative house...so in the end went relative house..
waited for my aunt to come fetch me...than went to suntec the soup restaurant to eat lunch..was okay..
than went straight to jurong...
wemt relative house..talk play cards..than left about 3plus..
decided to go to my aunt house for dinner..eating steamboat...
okay...
later go home need to start on myhomework le haven even finish one...haiz..everytime also like that
common test is coming and many more test this week..
for the past few weeks aslo got test but did not study but still pass..haha..okay
nth to talk le chinese new year is so boring lol..nth to do..

2010-02-15T00:03:00.000-08:00

okay...all things are back to normal le...hehe..
finally..hope that nothing will happened..

okay today is the second day of chinese new year and here i am having nothing to do and staying at home...i'm so bored ..all i do at home is watch tv , use com than watch tv than ...haiz..what a boring day..
haven done my homework ...nth to talk about cos nothing special had happen...tomorrow going mr quek's house...

2010-02-12T22:53:00.000-08:00

today is so boring..nth to do at home ..
all i did was watch tv and use the com..
haiz...

i know whatever i'm writting her will hurt you even more but i just want to say my piece...
okay yesterday sms you wanted to find out what happen..this is called showing concern even said sorry to you
okay after reading somebody's blog, i somehow felt the same way that you do.. i should'nt have said sorry to you la...wtf..haiz...okay whatever that we have said that have hurt you it's only like the first or the second time la..you try to be our shoes than you will know who will be even more hurter and angrier...what we do since you guys were sec 1 were the like nicest thing that we ever do la...we treated you like friends but right now just because of the way that your seniors talk to you or do you give them this stupid attitude la...have you ever thought that while your seniors who were then sec 1 did our seniors gave the nicest way of treating us??it was even worser that what we are doing now...we try everything to make you guys feel happy and also part of the section but all that we have done i think is like a waste of time la..as the attitude that you gave your seniors was totally rude lol!!!wtf...u know it when we all are gone and you are then the senior..see how your juniors will treat you!!!i don't care how you don't like us but the fact is that we're your seniors and you're suppose to respect us...your part now is to do your best in playing for sibf and also to respect your seniors...after that day, i totally have a different view of who you are...i said my piece le...i don't care how much you hate or don't like us but thw thing is that we're your seniors...so do what you should do ....i freaking don't care...

just wanted to vent my anger ..so just type wahtever i wanted to say..so if you read le , than all this i have said is out of anger..okay..so that's all..nth else to say !!!!hope that your attitude will change ...

2010-02-12T05:43:00.001-08:00

hi today had been a so not okay day...
i'm going to be sick soon coughing and having flu now...haiz..what a nice time to be sick..
today school was boring..
don't wanna talk about it le...
had band..somethings had happen..why must all this happen...
nvm..hope the matter will not go even worser...

i'm sorry my dearest sec 2's ..i don't know whether i have hurt you or say anything but i know that you guys feel hurt and somehow angry...i'm also sorry if i said anything...i just want to let you guys know that if anything we say that have hurt you , we really don't know it cos it's just out of stress and anger...i'm so sorry people....

To that asshole who spam percussion blog..what's the problem with you man? only know how to spam than if you wan find taiji pls write your name cos if not how to find taiji!!!!you say we suck you very good mei?? talk so much got prove anot??? ok whatever you want to say...say all you like cos we don't care!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-02-04T00:15:00.000-08:00

it's been like 1 week since i used the computer...
okay, last week was a busy wee!!!! shall not elaborate..
okay let's talk about yesterday..
went to school as normal...
every period was like so long!!!can't wait for the time to pass faster..time seems to pass so slow..
okay don't wanna talk about the day le..had upper sec assembly and than drag until 3pm lol!!
than after that got section meeting..they got test to do than i waited for them to finish until 3.30pm than i knew i was going to be late for the meeting at EL..
haiz..i rush out to the bus stop and took the bus to bedok interchange to take the train...
by the time i reach EL is already4.10pm..okay but olivia was later than me..hehe...
had MSMH meeting with yi yi..okay quite a good time..
had to do two things to by this week which i'm left with today and friday...
to pass the letter and ask something...
okay...going to do that tomorrow...
than after that olivia said that yi yi look like merlion...haha...quite look like...
okay than went off to EH together...was like making fun of her..haha..okay quite fun..
decided to go for pray gathering..
okay than went home at about 9 plus...reach home at 9.45pm...
do homework...until halfway i sleep...ok i was so tired..did not finish my homework...
that's all for the day...

today...
went to school as normal...
today day's been alright..
got back my poa test and i only got 11.5 / 15....wat the...haiz...
don't wanna talk about it le...
ok after school went for section meeting..did nothing..
my mum fetch me home and here i am doing nothing but using the computer...
later going out bah....

okay...there's been many things that had happened for the past two weeks...
why must these things happened? God would you help me?? i don't know how to help you...anybody got any suggestions??

2010-01-24T06:07:00.000-08:00

okay..
Saturday..
went to El...to do log.
ate lunch went for foundation..was super interesting...
than went for yf...super hot..quite ok..
qcp went eat dinner at 5 dollars..off we went to bugis for cny shopping..
was okay...than waited fo jing ting and mei yee to come...
go home with jing ting..
slack and do nothing..
sms someone till 1am
slept at 1am...

today...
woke up around 11am...
slack ate breakfast...
watch tv ..
went off to service..
today sat with my new family which is Rome..
ok after service went off to take a bus to piano..
ok today piano was terrible..i didn't practise..sian..
here i am at home le..
sms-ing someone..going to sleep late today le..
haven finish my homework...

everytime i'm waiting for u to sms me..cos talking to u makes me happy:)
every time i received your sms, i will want to continue to talk to u..
everytime i sms u , i just can't wait for your reply..
thks for all your sms-es ...waiting for your sms each time:)

just sms bao fang say i will try not to use the computer this week ...
cos there is something that i must give up if not after using the computer i won't go and have my quiet time le...cos tired..so anybody can keep me accountable:)
so that means I'm not going to post for the whole week le..bye...

2010-01-21T02:38:00.000-08:00

today...use the computer again..haiz..failed..
okay went school ..
was late for the first lesson..all because of the late comers that wrote their names so slowly.
English...did the book..homework...
poa...had test and it sucks...i wrote everything in the opposite way...help man!! gonna fail this test man !!!
e-maths...go through compound interest...homework again...
recess...
history...okay Mr raj did not come...than got work to do but did not finish...
chemistry...super tired....do worksheet...
social studies..Mr foo got no voice...he ask us to do essay but did not even give us notes..haiz..
end of school..
went band store..
than heard from the sec 3's that someone said band sucks , that the drummers in damai windz sucks and he can owned us!!! okay what the... .... so pissed off...
than the sec 3 and 4's went to find that guy.. .. okay talk until like wan fight like that...wat's the problem with home man...wan say come to our faces and say la...haiz..
than talk for like 1 hour plus..with french horn section and some other band mates...
okay, in the end he got to go at 4pm than i think is solved bah...i don't know..
than went home...

2010-01-19T05:30:00.000-08:00

i'm still trying not to use the computer but today i failed..hehe..
okay only have like 30minutes left ...
today went to school ..today actually start school at 8.15am..but every Tuesday need go school early cos got student leader meeting..haiz..
went to class...
had homeroom...
than was physics..do workbook...
mother tougue...did compo but did not know how to do..was like thinking how to write for the whole 1 hour..did not finish brought home and do...that adds to my homework..haiz..
recess...did not go cos was decorating class notice board..
a-maths...did binomial theorem..was so diffcult..haiz..did not quite understand..haiz..
history...was bored...
e-maths...go through profit and loss..was quite easy ..homework again..haiz..
end of school..
went for band...
was okay quite slack...did ensembles...
went home straight cos didn't felt like going bubble tea today..
here i am at home..slacking watching tv..
later going to do my homework..

looking forward to Saturday cos my friends are coming for the cny shopping ..they are so looking forward too..haha...

i don't want to hear so many sorry from you , i just don't want to see you in this situation...i don't how i can help you..but all i can say to you now is don't give up :)

2010-01-18T02:20:00.000-08:00

okay I'm trying not use the computer..
let me see i only have 15 minutes left cos i limit myself of using only for 30 minutes..
okay..
today..
went to school..
had e-maths..gone through homework ...than homework again..
than was chemistry..go through worksheet...
had pe..haha...did some weird stuff...had 50m time run..
recess..
physics ..did workbook..new chapter on magnetism..
poa..guidebook go through and homework again..
than had a-maths remedial...ok than go through homework and this is the first time i don't have a-maths homework..haha...
than went tampines to buy stuff and eat pasta mania...
than here i am at home..

okay today during lesson was sms-ing someone...you were the one who ask me for lunch..i said okay...than suddenly you say don't want le cos u no mood.. than talk to u ...but still no response.. don't know why u just can't tell me everything ..cos if you can solve it long time ago by yourself why are u struggling now? you were the one who told me that you wanted to be a close friend and sister to me..than you were the one also saying that you won't keep anything from me..i don't know lei..why are u struggling now? why? all the things that you told me , i somehow know what's going on...but if u don't tell me the full story how am i going to help you to continue...cos is like if u are going to be like that, you know what it will lead to..into a situation worser than now..i just want to say that i don't want to see u in this situation...so , decide for yourself ...think back and the questions i sms u...that's all..

2010-01-17T05:32:00.000-08:00

today ..
woke up late cos got nothing to do..
slack..ate lunch and off i went to meet jia hui..
saw jia hui went service together..
sit with yi mei , lorean, mei yin and philana..
than read john 11-12 with them...
than philana ask lorean about the bible and if she got correct i'm supposed to give her a present.
and all the three question she answered correctly...haha..and i owe her three present..
had service..
sermon...
questions were ask like what is alabaster jar? to what extent will i follow Jesus?
than discuss this questions with yi mei and gui chan...
i did not know ..than gui chan ask me if is there any thing that God is asking me to give up in order that i can serve him?
i said the time i spent on the computer with my friends and on the Internet..cos everytime i use le than later will not do quiet time nor go and read God's word...
than we talk than prayed...
than after service had a so called quarrel with jia hui..
okay cried ..i don't know why did i quarrel with her for just that thing..haiz..
than went for piano..
than came home at around 9pm..ate dinner..
I'm going to do my homework later...

I'm going to try not to use the computer this whole week ..if i use , it will be an hour only... going to try...

2010-01-16T05:25:00.000-08:00

yesterday..
finish school at 10.30am..
had poa remedial...
ok than went home..
slack till at night...
went off to cityhall and meet yi mei..
but she was late went but subway met her at st. andrew straight..
than went or bible conference..it was interesting!!!
than went home while the rest went supper..

today.. set mt alarm clock at 10am yesterday..
woke up went bath...after bath slowly slack at home...
supposed to reach tiong bahru at 11am..but i went out of the house at10.55am..okay..
i'm sure that i'm going to be late..
sms yi yi to tell her that i will be late..
haha..first time i late..
reach tiong bahru at 11.20am..
yi mei thought i cannot wake up..but than told them is because i slowly slack at home..hehe..
than yi yi say later i share..cos for being late and i also owe her one sharing too..haha..
ok panther with her..went off to our usual place..
got nobody...than we walk around tiong bahru for 2 times..
than at mac we saw three girls from chij ...
okay than yi yi shared the gospel to them..haha..okay..
share finish le..than she say its my turn..
ok walk through the shopping centre..
went bubble tea saw two girls from queenstown sec..
okay she say its my turn...i was scared..
okay than she approach i shared..yeah hooray!!! i share the full gospel..hooray!!!
haha..was so happy...hehe.
finally i made a step out if my comfort zone!!! hehe..
than did evaluation with yi yi...
than prayed than she went off to aljunied to Eh..
me and jin yee waited for yi fen and ai feng...
went eat lunch at mos...had a funny time with them kept laughing..hehe..
went to take a train...than the train came ..okay..ai feng went in the train but jin yee and yi fen tried to get in but in the got knap..haha..
waited for the next train...
than the train came and off we went to aljunied and went off to EH..
went for foundation..
than yf..
had a good time today...
after yf..went off dinner with my qcp...
had a great time fellowshipping..
than went home..

2010-01-14T03:44:00.000-08:00

today went to school as normal...
assembly...principal say Friday end school at 10.30am...hooray!!!
first period was English...did compo...
poa..go through guidebook than teacher say got poa remedial tomorrow until 11.30am..okay la still one hour earlier...homework again..
emaths..go through homework...than homework again...
recess...
history..went com lab..was quite bored..homework again...
chemistry go through worksheet..homework again...
than social studies..got back essay got 21 / 25 ..yeah hooray!
than end of school...
today i don't know why i went home straight after school...okay first time..haiz..
came home..doing nothing...slept..
here i am sms-ing someone...and doing nothing..
later going to do my homework..haiz..
so many!!!

tomorrow ending school at 10.30am but got poa remedial so until 11.30am..
than at night going to bible conference...meeting yi mei...

2010-01-13T04:55:00.000-08:00

today went to school..
nothing special happen...
first period ss...rushing ss homework...haiz..
than mt...okay la quite boring..
than English..did compo planning..
than recess...
than 4 period of a-maths..
finish matrix and started on binomial theorem...okay la but confusing...homework again
than assembly..
than went band store slack than went home..
slept awhile and here am i awake and later going to do my homework!!!
homework , homework and homework!!!

2010-01-11T02:08:00.000-08:00

yesterday stayed till 1am to finish my homework..
today went to school..
woke up at 6am..bath than my mum sent me and my bro to school..
called someone to wake up...
reach school so early sian...
continue to do my homework..haiz..
assembly..
e-maths...was ok had homework again...and teacher told us got no a-maths remedial..
than was chemistry...do worksheet..had homework again..was'nt listening quite much cos was rushing to do poa homework..
than was pe..took height and weight..haiz didn't grow taller...sian still as usual 169cm...
than was recess...
physics...was okay quite interesting learnt about waves..
poa...learnt new topic was okay i think..
end of school..
went to hall for the o-level results..
was okay i think but there were laughter, cries and shouts...hehe..
than went home with edna and asyiqin..

Thinking whether i should still join singapore international band festival...
As it will be in june and i don't know whether i should or not?
i don't know whether i can cope with my studies anot lei...
cos this year is n-level...than i don't know lei..
anybody have any suggestions??anybody can help me out in this?

2010-01-10T06:07:00.000-08:00

yesterday..
morning woke up at 6.30am with a stomache..
than went bath went acsj...
met the rest at newton mrt..
than went acsj..it was okay.
left at 11.45am..took mrt to aljunied..
walk to Eh cos meeting mei yee for a-maths..
than saw her than went 3rd level..
okay, while doing it i was not thinking...haiz...
than went for foundation...jia hui and jing ting never come..sian..
than went for yf..got new qcp and is a very big qcp lei..
haha..than talk about evangelism ...and is 2Corinthians 5:20 !!!
than went off dinner with new qcp...at 5 dollars..haiz..
played a game called 2 truths 1 lie..to get to know each other..
than talk while eating...
than talk about cycling..which i said i don't know how to cycle..
ok nvm..hehe..while dinner sms-ing jing ting..
than after dinner went home..

today...
woke up at 11plus to 12 noon...
ate breakfast...watch tv slack..
bath and i off i went to mrt to meet jia hui..
on the way there saw mei yin..together go find jia hui..
walk to church..had service..
than after service slack till 6pm..
during that time, talk to yi mei and phoebe...
they prayed for me for this new year in school..
than off i went to piano..
after piano had dinner with family...steamboat..okay..
than went home...
later gonna chiong and finish my homework which needs to hand in tomorrow...
which is like so many lol...haiz..

2010-01-08T05:10:00.000-08:00

today went to school without my brother cos he was sick again ...haiz...
assemble at parade square..
went back to class..
first period was e-maths..it was alright...laughing at what ms sharifa told her about her bus trip home..haha...got homework..haiz..
than was Chinese...ok quite ok and funny...
than was recess...ate kway chap...
went back class and it was poa..
yeah ok..mr quek did not come again cos he in sec 1 camp..
slacking time..listen to mp3 and slept...
than was English...go through worksheet ...do worksheet...
end of school...
went change into band tee...
than went for band...
practice than until like 4pm ..
went down to parade square and set up..
had our performance there..
and in the midst it started to rain...
haiz...than continued with the performance..
pack up and it was time for he ensembles to perform..
the whole band cheered for them..hooray it was very nice!!
pack up ..went band store ...
met yi lin...
went ate dinner with band mates..
went home with asyiqin..
reach home and it was like 8.30pm..
tomorrow going ACSJ...
so many homework haven finish ..haiz..